Saturday, June 18, 2011

a long time

Nothing seems important anymore.
Everything is a blur of confused torture.
He breaks my heart and doesn't try.
I love her and hate her in one instant.
I'm attached to her.
I've been told that death isn't as bad as we make it out to be.
Please tell me that when you're in my shoes.
Being pulled and pushed and advised and
it fucking sucks.
I'm sorry but your problems mean shit to me.
Just being honest.
I'm in my own world.
and that's where i need to be right now.
Please don't run away and forget about me.
I'm much stronger. I see that. Im also completely emotionally beat up.
So thankful for the sweats and meetings.
This is such a hard time in my life. It will only go uphill from here.
to the sky :)
I love you.

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